everyone was missy to me in that moment. (you can clearly tell the moment i realized she was not in fact missy.) -- Remember it is always always okay to ask for help. Although you may feel alone right now, there ARE people waiting for you. You will find people who make you feel comfortable in your own skin. You will find love and happiness, even if it takes time. You're not always going to have great days, but that doesnt necessarily mean theyre all bad. You are in control of your own happiness,